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About myself,

This is the final thing I'm goint to writte today, so don't worry ^-^
I wanted to say a little about the person that you are reading the blogs of. So as you already know my name is Neringa. Neringa Vinikaitė. The reason I have this strange name is becouse I'm from Lithuania - the small but proud biggest blatic country. If you haven't already guessed I'm a patriot. Why? I don't really know myself. All I know is I love my country enouth to work and writte songs for it. Curently I'm in 12 grade - senjor year - que the exsams blog- I'm stresing out a bit becouse I want to get in the best university in Lithuania although I'm better at englist than lithuanian (the grammars kind of the same ;P) and I need the Lithuanian exsam to get in a funded place. I'm going to study Bio computer science and I figured that out just a few weeks ago. I was always drawn to music and theater though... oh well I guess these will remain as hobys :) I consider myself as a reched person, becouse of my poor comunication sckils and individualism, but I don't have anything against people. Well yes I have a lot of complaints aimed at mankind but in general I want to be accepted by people and help them, help the world. Well this is getting to long so a few more things :

  1. I will try to updare every day (hens the ”try”, I am a senjor)
  2. I would love to read some comments by you, get to know you better.
  3. I will answer any question, if you have any.
  4. And you can suggest themes of blogs you want to read (I'll writte about what ever you are interested in :D)
So, thank you so much for sparing your time to read this and see ya soon.
Neringa ❤

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