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Anger
The worst feeling you can possibly feel is anger. It consumes you, takes you by surprise and then smashes you from the inside. It brings out the worst in you. You start to say, to feel things you never would have said or felt before. But when it all ends. When that fire burnes out you feel nothing but regret. It is hard to admit you were wrong, it is hard to forgive someone. But forgiveness is key. You have to overcome your anger, to defeat the demon within, stop that terrible feeling from destroying everything you built so far.
Everytime you feel angry, everytime you feel sad and abandoned, alone, missunderstood, feeling you can never forgive the person that made you feel this way, just stop for a minute and think. Will this feeling last, is it that bad? Woun't you regret this? Do you really need this? I's it worth it?
I can't always forgive and forget, i'm a very sensitive person, but i will try, becouse anger can't control my life, it can't control me, one conversation can not ruin everything. I have a friend, she really hurt me this morning, she abandoned me, but you know what? I forgive her, I forgive everyone that hurt me and i apologise to everyone i have hurt! I want to be a better person!
Don't you?

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